i just checked my kaiser results. im negative! woooo. but it doesnt mean i still shouldnt be worried. im so scurred. i think im going to end up with the worst diseases. am i being to promiscous. I mean i am only seeing one guy right now. and we like eachother. and we both told eachother were not seeing ANYONE else. im honeslty nottttt. its cute how he wants to beat someones ass when he thinks theres other guys out there hollering at me. i like just being with one personnnn. and ususally guys i like never want a relationship out of it and the guys i dont like want a rleationship outta me. well now its mutual :) yayyy.

gahh i feel so dirty, why do i have such a guilty conscience?the more time goes by the more iill feel better and cleaner. I have a boyrfriend as of this week. But i was seeing someone last month. but only a few dates plus he was my friend i was “in loveeee” with in high school. im not a whore. im trying to convince myself that im notttt gahhhhhh fuhh

damn i hella feel like shit right now. ughh. im so worried. i want all this to go away. i hope my results are fine and everything is good i cant trip on shit… a few months from now everything should be better